Obsessed with bran cereal and fruit, only eat this for a year?

i had very bad anorexia too. but now i'm pretty much recovered and its the best feeling ever! don't you want it to be over? don't you want the feelings to go away? eating healthy actually doesn't make you fat. with my anorexia, i thought it would. but once i started eating actually a lot, i lost weight? really the only thing that works and still works for me is eating. once i ate it 2 or 3 times, i have no guilt! the only way i can gain weight now, which i still have to do, is by eating A LOT. what you have to understand though, is that if you eat what your parents and doctors tell you to eat it won't make you fat at all! not by 1 pound! and my mom told me even if i do go over by 1 pound by accident, we can just cut back! simple! just think, eat 1600-1800 a day and you will feel AWESOME AND STILL THIN! and then it will be over and you will be healthy.