I almost killed myself?

Yeah same here... Literally. I wake up thinking oh great, bills... no money, and no car.. I am just on the verge of suicide.. I feel you're pain, If you're feeling lonely like me. It is comforting knowing that there are other people out there that feel what you are stressing. I am trying to work out and exercise to make myself feel better, that might help you. Or getting a dog : ) I wish I could. That smile was for you. I am beat down by everyone around me all day, and it doesn't stop. I wish I could help you more. But as far as i am concerned it is better to be on this earth, I don't know why, but it is, trust me. Try and adopt a pet. Try and exercise, even if you dont want to, in the end you will feel better.